the thought of how amanda is probably just relying on the "great" courage kenny to get me my license back so she doesn't actually have to do ANYTHING for someone she really doesn't give a damn about.. I TOOK THEIR FUCKING DRIVING PROGRAM AT LEAST THREE TIMES (you can even ask your in-law courage kenny physical therapist.. although i'm not sure they'll tell the truth because that's the way those jerks are) AND EVERY TIME THEY'D FAIL ME SAYING "needs more therapy." that's BULLSHIT. i know of a guy who is a QUADRIPLEGIC in a WHEELCHAIR and they gave him his license back.. why is that? HIS PARENTS ACTUALLY GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM AND THE COURAGE CENTER WON'T GIVE ANYONE WHO DOESN'T HAVE ADVOCACY THEIR LICENSES. HE OBVIOUSLY CAN'T WALK- SO WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T THEY FAIL HIM WITH "NEEDS MORE THERAPY"?! BECAUSE THEY'RE A SAD EXCUSE OF AN "INSTITUTE" WHICH RELIES ON HOW MUCH FUCKIN ATTENTION THEY GET FOR BEING "HELPFUL". TRAM HOLLOWAY WAS THE MAN WHO GOT ME WALKING AGAIN WITH HIS ARP THERAPY. HE DIDN'T CARE ABOUT ANY LIABILITY BULLSHIT WHEN HE GOT ME UP AND WALKED ME. HE TOLD MY GRANDMA HE'D HAVE ME OUTTA MY WHEELCHAIR AND HE KEPT HIS PROMISE. COURAGE KENNY DIDN'T DO SHIT BECAUSE THEY WERE TOO FUCKING CONCERNED ABOUT "LIABILITY" BULLSHIT AND TAKING ADVANTAGE OF THE ADVOCACY-LESS CLIENTS THEY COULD GET AS MUCH MONEY FROM THEIR PERSEVERANCE AND PERSISTENCE- SO THEY'D PUT ME ON MACHINES THAT EVEN MY LIVING ROOM WALL COULD OPERATE AND TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE FACT THAT I DIDN'T HAVE ADVOCACY. when i woke up this morning, i was laying in bed trying to remember when my driver's permit expired- i've had that shit since i lived in burnsville because that's as far as i can get to get myself driving INDEPENDENTLY. i HAVE went through BEHIND-THE-WHEEL driving lessons which brian helped me to pay for, so they can't try to tell me i need to take driving lessons. the driving instructor told me that i was completely safe to drive, i just needed to get a vehicle to take the behind-the-wheel test with. hopefully when i move to the east coast- they'll recognize the shit i've been through and help me to actually get my fucking driver's license again. a person gets punished for not drinking in a car accident which was caused by a drunk driver who has had his driver's license back for probably at least 10 years. ALL THIS LOVING, CARING HELP FROM MY FAMILY TO GET MY DRIVER'S LICENSE BACK AGAIN! IT'S BEEN TWENTY THREE YEARS AND THREE MONTHS SINCE MY DAMN CAR ACCIDENT (THE LAST TIME I COULD DRIVE LICENSED LEGALLY). IF YOU CAN'T SEE WHY I DON'T WANNA STAY IN THIS FUCKING STATE WITH ALL THIS HELP I GET FROM MY FAMILY- YOU'RE EITHER MENTALLY DISABLED YOURSELF OR JUST SELFISH AND NAIVE AS HELL.
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Friday, November 21, 2025
when am i going to get to drive LEGALLY again?
i just looked up when birth control was invented and it says that the FDA approved it in 1960.. so TWENTY SIX YEARS afterBEFORE i was born. my parents were just too immature to reproduce. i'm sure my mom insinuated it would be just like having her dogs- although i'm pretty sure she showed more care to her dogs (from what i witnessed anyway) than she did for her children- well, me and my brother anyway- which still makes me wonder if she didn't secretly have some spite against the dad of me and my brother and was trying to get even through how she treated my brother and i. don't get me wrong here- my sister's dad beat my mom up as well but maybe it was more traumatizing to her when the dad of my brother and i beat her up because it was new to her? or he might've just did it worse- i don't honestly remember, i was too young but i DO remember hiding under the bunk bed that my brother and i slept on with my brother and having to call my grandpa many times on my sister's dad for beating on my mom. i'm pretty sure i was more scared from how my grandpa came into town (the apartment he used to own) and took care of my sister's dad jonas. my grandpa was like our hero when we were younger. he beat the hell outta jonas for beating on my mom MANY TIMES. my grandpa was big and scary with a big heart.. i'm not sure how he snapped from a big scary guy to a big ol teddy bear to his grandchildren.. but he did it. it pisses me off that these men just thought they could get away with beating the hell outta my mom- she pisses me off ALL THE TIME but not to the point where i'd actually hit her. don't get me wrong- i have realized many times and thought to myself when dealing with my mom- "no wonder why my dad used to beat the shit outta you." but not to the point where i'd actually hit her myself like my sister used to do. i'm not sure if it's this thing called "RESPECT"? who knows.. i just need to step back sometimes and recognize the kind of person my mom is.. that doesn't mean excuse her ignorance and selfishness but when i do that, which isn't always easy nor the main choice of my decisions, i realize how sad it must be to have to live with yourself being so damn ignorant and naive. i don't excuse it though.. i RECOGNIZE why she is the way she is and deal with it accordingly- which is cutting her off and/or ignoring her. i don't want ANYTHING to do with someone who purposely used her own infant daughter as a SHIELD while her husband was kicking her, causing surgeries and medical conditions later on in her life and being looked at as a fucking VICTIM when she more than likely didn't have any injuries from him KICKING ME. it's not my fault that my mom has low confidence about herself- so she has boyfriends that beat the shit outta her because she can't find a decent man who doesn't beat the fuck outta her to go out with. GROW UP. this victim bullshit is old. i think the only person i can think of that actually gave into this bullshit was my grandma (entertain it).. probably because she felt accountable for how my mom is. your mommy is gone.. so she can't protect you anymore. must've been nice to have a GENUINELY CARING mother. time to GROW UP. go join some careless mommy club.. there's gotta be one out there. i can see PERFECTLY why i ran off when i was 16 now.. IT'S NOT LIKE I HAD ANYTHING REALLY WORTH COMING BACK TO! a careless narcissistic mom.. a questionable future.. people may say "YOU CAN'T BLAME THEM FOR YOUR MISTAKES!" but what else is there to blame, genius? i had good grades, i was in sports, i had a job.. hm..
the thought of how amanda is probably just relying on the "great" courage kenny to get me my license back so she doesn't actually have to do ANYTHING for someone she really doesn't give a damn about.. I TOOK THEIR FUCKING DRIVING PROGRAM AT LEAST THREE TIMES (you can even ask your in-law courage kenny physical therapist.. although i'm not sure they'll tell the truth because that's the way those jerks are) AND EVERY TIME THEY'D FAIL ME SAYING "needs more therapy." that's BULLSHIT. i know of a guy who is a QUADRIPLEGIC in a WHEELCHAIR and they gave him his license back.. why is that? HIS PARENTS ACTUALLY GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM AND THE COURAGE CENTER WON'T GIVE ANYONE WHO DOESN'T HAVE ADVOCACY THEIR LICENSES. HE OBVIOUSLY CAN'T WALK- SO WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T THEY FAIL HIM WITH "NEEDS MORE THERAPY"?! BECAUSE THEY'RE A SAD EXCUSE OF AN "INSTITUTE" WHICH RELIES ON HOW MUCH FUCKIN ATTENTION THEY GET FOR BEING "HELPFUL". TRAM HOLLOWAY WAS THE MAN WHO GOT ME WALKING AGAIN WITH HIS ARP THERAPY. HE DIDN'T CARE ABOUT ANY LIABILITY BULLSHIT WHEN HE GOT ME UP AND WALKED ME. HE TOLD MY GRANDMA HE'D HAVE ME OUTTA MY WHEELCHAIR AND HE KEPT HIS PROMISE. COURAGE KENNY DIDN'T DO SHIT BECAUSE THEY WERE TOO FUCKING CONCERNED ABOUT "LIABILITY" BULLSHIT AND TAKING ADVANTAGE OF THE ADVOCACY-LESS CLIENTS THEY COULD GET AS MUCH MONEY FROM THEIR PERSEVERANCE AND PERSISTENCE- SO THEY'D PUT ME ON MACHINES THAT EVEN MY LIVING ROOM WALL COULD OPERATE AND TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE FACT THAT I DIDN'T HAVE ADVOCACY. when i woke up this morning, i was laying in bed trying to remember when my driver's permit expired- i've had that shit since i lived in burnsville because that's as far as i can get to get myself driving INDEPENDENTLY. i HAVE went through BEHIND-THE-WHEEL driving lessons which brian helped me to pay for, so they can't try to tell me i need to take driving lessons. the driving instructor told me that i was completely safe to drive, i just needed to get a vehicle to take the behind-the-wheel test with. hopefully when i move to the east coast- they'll recognize the shit i've been through and help me to actually get my fucking driver's license again. a person gets punished for not drinking in a car accident which was caused by a drunk driver who has had his driver's license back for probably at least 10 years. ALL THIS LOVING, CARING HELP FROM MY FAMILY TO GET MY DRIVER'S LICENSE BACK AGAIN! IT'S BEEN TWENTY THREE YEARS AND THREE MONTHS SINCE MY DAMN CAR ACCIDENT (THE LAST TIME I COULD DRIVE LICENSED LEGALLY). IF YOU CAN'T SEE WHY I DON'T WANNA STAY IN THIS FUCKING STATE WITH ALL THIS HELP I GET FROM MY FAMILY- YOU'RE EITHER MENTALLY DISABLED YOURSELF OR JUST SELFISH AND NAIVE AS HELL.
the thought of how amanda is probably just relying on the "great" courage kenny to get me my license back so she doesn't actually have to do ANYTHING for someone she really doesn't give a damn about.. I TOOK THEIR FUCKING DRIVING PROGRAM AT LEAST THREE TIMES (you can even ask your in-law courage kenny physical therapist.. although i'm not sure they'll tell the truth because that's the way those jerks are) AND EVERY TIME THEY'D FAIL ME SAYING "needs more therapy." that's BULLSHIT. i know of a guy who is a QUADRIPLEGIC in a WHEELCHAIR and they gave him his license back.. why is that? HIS PARENTS ACTUALLY GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM AND THE COURAGE CENTER WON'T GIVE ANYONE WHO DOESN'T HAVE ADVOCACY THEIR LICENSES. HE OBVIOUSLY CAN'T WALK- SO WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T THEY FAIL HIM WITH "NEEDS MORE THERAPY"?! BECAUSE THEY'RE A SAD EXCUSE OF AN "INSTITUTE" WHICH RELIES ON HOW MUCH FUCKIN ATTENTION THEY GET FOR BEING "HELPFUL". TRAM HOLLOWAY WAS THE MAN WHO GOT ME WALKING AGAIN WITH HIS ARP THERAPY. HE DIDN'T CARE ABOUT ANY LIABILITY BULLSHIT WHEN HE GOT ME UP AND WALKED ME. HE TOLD MY GRANDMA HE'D HAVE ME OUTTA MY WHEELCHAIR AND HE KEPT HIS PROMISE. COURAGE KENNY DIDN'T DO SHIT BECAUSE THEY WERE TOO FUCKING CONCERNED ABOUT "LIABILITY" BULLSHIT AND TAKING ADVANTAGE OF THE ADVOCACY-LESS CLIENTS THEY COULD GET AS MUCH MONEY FROM THEIR PERSEVERANCE AND PERSISTENCE- SO THEY'D PUT ME ON MACHINES THAT EVEN MY LIVING ROOM WALL COULD OPERATE AND TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE FACT THAT I DIDN'T HAVE ADVOCACY. when i woke up this morning, i was laying in bed trying to remember when my driver's permit expired- i've had that shit since i lived in burnsville because that's as far as i can get to get myself driving INDEPENDENTLY. i HAVE went through BEHIND-THE-WHEEL driving lessons which brian helped me to pay for, so they can't try to tell me i need to take driving lessons. the driving instructor told me that i was completely safe to drive, i just needed to get a vehicle to take the behind-the-wheel test with. hopefully when i move to the east coast- they'll recognize the shit i've been through and help me to actually get my fucking driver's license again. a person gets punished for not drinking in a car accident which was caused by a drunk driver who has had his driver's license back for probably at least 10 years. ALL THIS LOVING, CARING HELP FROM MY FAMILY TO GET MY DRIVER'S LICENSE BACK AGAIN! IT'S BEEN TWENTY THREE YEARS AND THREE MONTHS SINCE MY DAMN CAR ACCIDENT (THE LAST TIME I COULD DRIVE LICENSED LEGALLY). IF YOU CAN'T SEE WHY I DON'T WANNA STAY IN THIS FUCKING STATE WITH ALL THIS HELP I GET FROM MY FAMILY- YOU'RE EITHER MENTALLY DISABLED YOURSELF OR JUST SELFISH AND NAIVE AS HELL.
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